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I do love myself, yet I have this type of problem with body image. I made a mistake. I was never one to cheat on my husband, so I turned to food stuff for comfort... for x numerous years. I am a faithful woman and wanted a lot to keep my family jointly. He was never a companion and made life so aggravating on me, one day my thyroid just went and my body seemed to shut down. Of course, I started gaining weight and it got out of control, so now I face the consequences of that. I wonder how i could ever show this body to my soul mate, so I haven't been wanting. Who would ever accept me by doing this? I feel like I'll be alone the rest of my life because I gained weight and show off so awful, and that can be described as shame, because I have so much to offer the right person. I can't let you know how much this hurts. I am a lady and I you shouldn't sleep around... ever, so I was looking for someone who would finally cherish and love me just as I am. I can't help which i don't feel attractive. Try becoming fat once, and wanting to love and be loved so much, but being afraid you can turn someone off. Yes, I certainly realize it can be my own fault and I take full responsibility towards the, but that still doesn't change what has taken place in my life given that I am fat. I want a true love so bad, but how do i get over this one division of my life that I feel keeps me from my one particular love? Would anyone ever really accept me prefer that? I try so hard to shed, but with this thyroid, it can be so slow. I feel like a lot more had encouragement instead of criticism, and someone to love the wonder I possess inside, the realistic me, and support me inside my efforts to lose this pounds, maybe walk with me, I can do this. It's just that I have been previously hurting so bad inside, I am having difficulty getting motivated again.
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I really miss even developing a best male friend (had x, but he died), so even if someone just wanted a good friend (platonic only), I would love that. I prefer someone about my age. Again, if one write, please send a existing photo, so I can view whom I'm corresponding with. Thanks a lot.
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